life is ... ?

That's right,I mean to make you fell ashamed of us!!!
But think about why did i choice to do it?
Did you ever feel about my sadness?
NO, for 10 years, I waked up whan i'm loney, i knew i have to fight something would make me bad.
I stand for all my own.
But how about you? You have no teachen me at all.
I appreciated about your money and love to make me like that, that i have been now, but in the truth, you didn't tough me.
i've been changed myself by myself.

A cellphone missing event can tell me how did you think of me, that how did you wnat me to be.
Tomorrow, i finally have enough years to have my own cellphone.
That's fine, i think this time i will have no tears.And i really have no tears.
i knew i couldn't cry.
i'm really know that would i was important in your mind.
And, just much of. But never can campare to my sister & brother.

forget it.
i knwe i'm the best one, that's enough.

but still have i feel sad.
i wanna die now.

I.m most dying now...
This morning I waked up at 6 o'clock, and by the way, I selpt at 4 o'clock...
After the suck waked up, I wanna to throw up all the times, but for my important examination, I knew that I have to keep my pecker up!!!
So I try to concentrate even through I'm so tired at all.
Last, until afternoon 4:30, I finally over the test!!!!!!! It was so woderful that time,I most cried! I take all my backpacks as soon as I could, and can't wait for the trip of going home.
But it was not such fantasy I considered. Because the bus which can take us to MRT was so crowded, so that I couldn't get the bus on, dame it!fucking irritable!!!!!!!!

so, last, I have no choice to take TAXI!!!!!!
It took me spand NT.100,shit!

Finally, I got arrived to Taipei Main Sation by MRT,I think it was the most cheapest police in transportation these days.
And the point is after all the rush time I had been, it was 5:20 afternoon, I only feel so tired but nothing. And constantly, I took TAXI go home again, because the game was coming to start after 1 hour!!!!!!

OH!!NO!!!MY DEAR DEAR CAI 70!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO,having no choice to choose, I took TAXI.

And I came back to home at 6:30 at night,changing my cloths, soon I went to the place which tooken a baseball game.
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAI 70 didn't join this game from beginning to end......OTL
SHIT!!!!!!and I've never eaten food today, I started to feel bad in middle of the game. So I came back to home while the game even got the end.
But after a litte of rest, I feel better now.

OH!!!!!!!!!
I think CAI should be in the night market now!!!!!!!!
I wanna go~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

我今天去了淡江XD
也就是周定RAIN的大學
真的是他媽的大！！！
實踐真的是小不拉嘰，光是走完淡江校園我都滿頭大汗了。

我有看到商業學系的大樓，一瞬間就是想到那八個字

周定RAIN上課的地方！

XDDDDDDDD
有種衝動想進去看，而且自從我一進去淡江，我就一直一個念頭就是：周定RAIN的學校！XDDDD

我真的好恨當時沒有填淡江的冷門科系，因為我會上…
根周定Rain同屆的我說不定會跟他上一樣的通識課咧…
我好恨！！！！！！！！！！！！

慘了～我越來越陷入周豬弟的懷抱裡了～好慘
明天考完就要馬上奔回宜蘭，看好久不見的蔡英峰小弟弟！！！
最近過著愛心滿天飛的生活阿～～～

上帝阿～如果你給我上淡江我會感謝你一輩子的
佛祖，如果你讓我上淡江我願意初一十五吃素！
玉皇大帝王母娘娘，雖然我不知道怎麼報答你但是可以讓我上淡江嗎XD

一切都只是為了遇到周定RAIN XD

林YOGA跟鴨子那個有啥小好看的啦，分明就想炒新聞
後面那兩對才精采吧XD
靠邀我看到一直亂叫～XDDDD
果真如我預料搬許仁杰是小受阿XDDDD
然後小美果真是攻！他全身上下都散發出攻的氣息XD
周定RAIN真的很難下決定咧，不知道是攻還是受，我覺得他跟盧小美的話是受阿！
然後跟小仁杰就是攻XD
整個好難下決定啦吼唷～

還有楊宗緯跟潘裕文也太萌了吧
雖然這個CP不萌我XD

媽的
今天是我今年以來最雖小的一天！
你娘咧

明天要考試
今天坐捷運去看考場時皮包被扒
裡面有我身份証跟駕照
林阿罵咧，幹，當場想殺人！幹林阿罵咧

媽的哪個賤人我詛咒你不得好死幹！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

當場急CALL我媽叫他送健保卡過來（還好的是健保卡在家裡，健保卡上也有照片）
再加上我這邊還有淡江大學准考證(有身分證字號跟照片)
還有身份證和駕照的影本
希望他給我考試…

你媽咧幹幹幹幹幹幹幹